corrupted_byval

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 22:26:35 GMT

These last few days have been a bit confusing, exhausting, and fun. All in all, i'm glad it's the weekend!

I was thinking about influences today, and how the affect people. I personally don't really get influenced by others, but i am pretty good at influencing. I think it's a good quality to have, esp. since there r so many ppl who need a sway in the right direction. College is a whole other story. I won't elaborate. U have ur own imagination. hehehe

~ioana

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 00:34:07 GMT

Belly dancing is soooo much fun! Especially with the coin hip sach! I just love that noise! It really helps u move better too...

sick...

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 21:44:52 GMT

i feel horrible and i feel the need to complain, so here it goes: i am exhausted, nauseous, in big pain, and i have no time to recover! i could go on and on...

i though this was cute...

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 22:40:09 GMT

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
Who calls you back when you hang up on him,
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead,
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
Who holds your hand in front of his friends,
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 21:36:16 GMT

ever since school started it seems like i have no time to do anything! i love all my ap classes but they give SO muhc hw! all my classes give lots of hw, actually. i'm slowly getting to used to it, but that doesn't mean i like it!!!
but enough about hw.
i'm really happy right now because i just talked to my boyfriend on the phone and he was very cheerful, which made me cheerful too. just hearing his voice made me feel a bit closer to him, which is always a good thing! lol i just wish we could be together physically too. i am happy we're together mentally and emotionally though. until then....it will do!

~Ioana
PS: in case i never post again, homework probably killed me...:)

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 21:48:28 GMT

it's hard to live without ur heart and soul...

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 12:20:06 GMT

It's been a long time, but i've been either very busy or too lazy to update my journal. u know me! lol
Two weeks from today is my last day in romania this year. I will be sad to leave evryone behind, especially my boyfriend, but at the same time i'm excited to get back home to my freinds and to get a car! not to mention seeing my sweet babies again! :)

I am both happy and sad today. Happy because i get along with my boyfriend really well, and sad because logically, there won't be anything between us but a friendship in two weeks. Life goes on, but sometimes it;s sad. We have so much fun together....we've taught each other so many things. it will be hard getting used with not seeing him every day and not smelling his perfume (which drives me nuts)... Meanwhile i will definitely enjoy these 2 weeks we have left, and after that i will enjoy our friendship. i know i can't have a long distance relationship and it would be unfair to wait for each other too. i'm sure we'll both move on, but it;s still sad that we have to. on july 7th we had our one month anniversary. that's more than i've ever lasted with a guy, esp. considering i saw him the entire day every day.
ok, enough with sad feelings and contemplative moods.

live life and learn, but also have fun!!!
~Ioana

From far far away...

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 15:49:02 GMT

Ello! How is everyone?

I haven't updated in a long time, but i have an excuse: I\m in Romania!
Ok, this entry is mostly for Val, since u asked me to update once in a while from here.
Well...what can i tell u? I am not wasting a second! My girlfriends and i are catching up eery day, they\re all lovesick...and i hope i won't follow in their footsteps. I'll tell u via e-mail more about my bf Vale, like i promised.

well i gtg but not befopre saying HAVE FUN AND MAKE THIS SUMMER COUNT! lol I know i am! hehehehe ::evil grin::

Love,
~Ioana

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 00:36:50 GMT

Last time I'm updating before i get to Romania. Tomorrow i leave and i couldn't be more excited! Especially after what Daniel promised today! I'm gonna kill him if he doesn't come! jk

I won't be able to sleep tonight. My party animal came out already! Gotta supress it one more day! hehehe

Love to ya'll!
~Ioana

Tue, 31 May 2005 23:48:21 GMT

LIFE IS GOOD! TODAY I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSE!
GOD BLESS MIRIAM!

~ioana
PS: 2 more days!

Mon, 30 May 2005 01:41:31 GMT

hello! hello!

wut up in da hood? lol (nisha is proud) hehehe

today has been a pretty rewarding day, i stuffed my face, went to the pool, stuffed my face again, played monopoly while stuffing my face and then watched a movie and stuffed my face yet again! Now that the happy day is close (when i go to ROmania) i am no longer worried about what i eat, since in about 2 weeks 10 pounds shall be shed off with no effort whatsoever. Not that i need it that much, since i already dropped a whole size. (yay me) I guess the lack of sleep and only two meals a day (no time for more) finally got to me.

so...the school year is almost over and i am already a junior, which is cause for celebration since in only 2 yrs i'll be out in the real world. i can't wait! but at the same time, i know i'll miss my sweet mommy and my sweet babies, but i have to move on, and i'm pretty sure she'll be visiting me every weekend, so hopefully it won't be too hard without her. *tear* (for real) lol

I'm just SOOOOOOO excited to go to Romania! finally the freedom to do whatever i want and when i want it. fun fun fun It feels like the time can't pass fast enought for me. i must be patient or i'll go out of my mind.

I've decided that 05 is a year for new beginnings. Every year should be. I get so sick of the same old, same old. luckily the not-so-same-old moments come and it's a LOT more fun! i'm sure everyone knows what i mean...!may u all get a new beginning!

till next time!
~ioana

PS: i've heard quite a disturbing thing about someone and it's starting to get me very worried. i know it can't be true but there's always that "but what if..." in the back of my mind... :( it's unbelievable how a little thing like that can change ur whole perspective on life.

Tue, 17 May 2005 21:41:37 GMT

and now i am sure, but what to do? wait and see what happens...! :)
meanwhile, how about some denial plz? lol

~ioana

why am i listening to scooby-doo on tv?

Wed, 11 May 2005 00:22:37 GMT

this week has gone by very fast, and the rest of the school year will go by even faster! I am just SO exicted to go to Romania! I will have the time of my life there... no rules, no school, no curfew, no nothing but fun! I shall be in meaningless un heaven! (the best there is)

Oh, Daniel and i made plans. Turns out he was serious, and he's actually coming to visit me! I'm so excited! me and my best freind r taking him and his brother to the mountains. My mommy already said we can go all by ourselves. I am still surprised, since it;s more than 5 hrs. away and there will be no adult supervison. I guess she trusts me. and y shouldn't she? lol I'm a good girl!
Tomorrow i was planning to ditch school and stay at home but my type-a personality took over and decided to keep me going! Another great thing about the summer: i turn into type b! hehehe

I am a little hyper because i am exhausted, but what can i do? it will be another late night because sex and the city is on! but its totally worth it!

sunshine and bubbles to ya'll!
~Ioana

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 22:58:23 GMT

busy busy busy
research paper turned out awesome!

~Ioana

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 00:02:24 GMT

Amityville Horror was amazing! Thank God i saw it in a large group or i'd still be freaked out!
If u like a thrill, go see it! (or u can always call me! hehehe)

~Ioana

whooosh....

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 23:13:00 GMT

black hair, blue eyes, no slit in his face. got any clue?
not male angelina jolie... :)

~ioana

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 14:14:55 GMT

french class is sooo boring. here i am in the media center slaving away at some stupid assignment daquin has for us.
at least i'm not in class and have to listen to him talk! lol
Anyways...we did course selections on friday and here is my little piece of hell: AP Biology, Ap European History, AP English, Algebra 2 Honors (this scares me most LOL) and American History Honors. It will be tough but i'm sure i can handle it. After all, i did get recommended! haha no social life for me next year...but oh well...i'm building on the REST of my life. i'd better get used to it.

ok, gotta go. live journal is really starting to bore me...

~ioana

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 00:17:30 GMT

u know how some ppl think they have the right to judge u when in fact they know nothing about u adn they should be judging and changing themselves in the first place? well, it;s because of them that ppl thrive on conflict and hate each other. fuck faces that think just because they don't have something no one should are the pinnacle of human depravation.

i have two things to say to u: see urself before u mistakenly judge others and fuck off!

~ioana

the joy of school

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 17:49:52 GMT

I actually missed learning, although i learned stuff over spring break too, but on a different level. I am usually OK with school. What terribly bothers me is having to wake up so early. Last night for some odd reason i only slept for 19 minutes. I'm not kidding! This is kinda scaring me. I've never slept so little (maybe when i go home and don't sleep in over 24 hrs but that's normal for such a long plane ride)
Anyways....i have sucha headache and i can't concentrate. It feels like something is pulling on my eyes from inside. I tried reading butthat doens't seem to work. A live journal is so stupid, i've come to realize, but it wastes time so whatever.
oo....daniel said he;s coming to romania over the summer with his brother. I hope he comes, it will be soooo cool!

My new fave words are "fuck face". I dunno why, it's just so much fun saying it.

ok, i;d better go before the bell rings.

without love for right now, (only for my two adorable babies) lol
~ioana

"ultima privire mi-a ramas o amintire..."

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 02:19:18 GMT

I just realized i haven't been on live journal for weeks. I forgot and i'm busy but it's never been THIS long before! oh well....

Anyways....spring break is great so far! I've barely been home. I never thought i'd meet so many new ppl in a few short days. I guess being open to new things pays off sometimes.

Right now i'm so tired....I woke up just in time for lunch today but i'm still SO sleppy! I ever drank coffee! And i hate coffee!

These days it seems like nothing can keep me going better than coke or a mall high. Whichever is administered faster....lol

On a sadder note, I called my best freind today to find out the ambulance was about to come get her because she has a terrible fever. I spoke to her on the phone for about a minute and she was delirious. She sounded like she was about to cry and she kept on telling me "i love u so much, i miss u so much, i'm sorry i can't talk" I am so messed up after hearing her talk like that. I could hear the panic in her voice. I pray to God she'll be fine. Tomorrow i'm calling her mom to see what the doctors said.

Good night and happy spring break to everyone!

~Ioana
PS: ur a flea bag! (u know who u r!)

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 19:47:33 GMT

IN VINO VERITAS.

~Ioana

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 17:40:27 GMT

Colds suck...

~ioana

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 00:45:47 GMT

"Experience is the toughest teacher. It gives the test first, and then the lesson."

-author unknown by moi, i stole it from ashley's journal! :D

I have't updated in a while, but oh well...
Time is too scarce nowadays to waste. However, there are few exceptions.
For example, the purpose today's entry is to jot down that i'm in love with a character in my book, "The Fountainhead" by Ayn Rand. She is just so brilliant! Anyways, back to my love - his name is Howard Roark, and he is smart, handsome and oh so hot! I am definitely losing it, but it wouldn't be the first time! hehehe

FCAT was ok. I am so excited about the math one! I told Patrick math gets me excited and on saturday he came to my house with an algebra book! I was laughing my ass off! I know he meant well...i gotta give it that to him....i haven't laughed like that in ages!

Have fun and have no regrets - they're just another waste of the short time we get anyways.

love,(in quantized amounts, of course, unless u're baby GOgu)
~ioana
PS: i am happy to inform Veronica Tapert is happily out of the womb and will soon be going home with her mommy!

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 20:01:28 GMT

"si tot mai mult stau si-ascult un refren dus de vant..."

Thank God for 4-day weekend! i finally have the chance to sleep till noon and go out all day, without having to worry about hw and all that jazz!
first i gotta go grocery shopping but then i am free like the wind! well....not quite, but i don't think much of the sort of engagement i'm in right now anyways... time passes and chages everything. y should our hearts be any different?

the question is....can u really love someone ur whole life? i think so, but the love u feel changes. i don't think u can be madly in love with one person ur whole life, but there's always that one person for who u'll always have special feelings.

when u go to sleep who do u think of?
~ioana

PS: i've been watching too many romance movies! daniel shall pay...! hehehe

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 15:22:35 GMT

i am freezing my ass off in the media center right now. brrr! i hate the cold. it;s great outside, but it DOES NOT belong inside!

anyways.... i have to do a research paper and i chose stem cells for my topic, since i figured there's a lot out there about them. who knows...maybe i'll actually enjoy writing it?
u know how in middle school and maybe even freshman year most quality ppl think "i don't care what grade i get as long as i learn it" well....that used to be the case for me too. now i'm like, "i don't care if i learn as long as i get the A!" school changes ppl, and sometimes not for the better. but in my case, i can say that i'm still happy with it ! .... blah blah blah

ok, enough for now. gotta go back to pretending i'm doing french work.

~ioana